What madness, how does such a thing come about?

So that’s actually not a real problem, but it’s “day and night”. I’m doing a driving licence and I’m totally infatuated with motorcycles. So far I’ve been riding scooters and driving on a 125 (black) and since then I’ve been so fixated on motorcycles…I kind of can’t understand it. “Emotio” and “ratio” .. as the good Romans always said. There are 1000 of reasons that actually speak against motorcycle riding – risk – money -impractical ( See car) -… etc. Am I still normal in my head? Because I’ve been looking for the right motorcycle for a 3/4 year now, read (yes, almost daily) in motorcycle forums and keep thinking about how cool it would be now to criuse a fat machine?! And that – to make it clear again – drive to scooter and ONE times 125 (quarters of an hour or so). Isn’t that murder-sick? What makes this fascination? Where hides the magic. Think as well often on motorcycles like my girlfriend Is I still to help? -g- How are you doing (how did you do it then) ? Michi