Beginner is frustrated

Hello together! After 20 years of dreaming about motorcycling, I finally started to make the appearance. Theory was no problem. The first practical lessons were also ok. But in recent times my uncertainty is growing. I’ve already had x hours behind me (I definitely break the record in this FS 🙂 ) and I also have small successes to record, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa And the second time I came out from a roundabout to the curb. Both times nothing happened, but I notice more and more that everything is still very deep. Every time I get off I’m afraid that the box is tilting again and I can’t hold it and when I should turn around on the road in the last hours of driving, while I should still use the adjacent park strip, the curb story was also full again. At the P, I had to use the adjacent park strip. But for me it’s reason enough that I’m almost panicking, that I’m coming back and falling again. That led me to the point where I totally forgot to look where I had to go. Then of course I got completely into my pants. Do you have any tips like how to get rid of these two “experiences” again or how to deal with them? At the moment I have the feeling that I’m somehow not packing it up! Even if the FL said that it’s going to re but somehow I also have to do the basic exercises, which I must inevitably turn around on this road. And also later on I must be able to get my machine in the other direction in a narrower space. LG, Kat