Passion or reason?

Hello everybody, I’m a little in an inner mess. I know such questions have come here many times, but every situation is always individual.. To myself, I’m 27 and the motorcycle passion burns up in me again. I made the big driver’s license at 18 and now that I’m working hard there is finally money there to fulfill the “dream”. I just fell in love with the Ducati 848. I was sitting on it already and she has sic But then I don’t really want to do two years with a machine that I really don’t like, just riding a motorcycle has something to do with emotions I’d like to have a bit of input or experience from your probably bigger 2 wheel past. Just get the 848 or first something else? I appreciated myself as vera I am always aware of the risk/hazard. I am grateful for every post! Many greetings